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Name: Gelo
Country: Philippines
Metro: Manila
Birthday: 10/2/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: Food, math, sleep, math, exercising (nagpapagayot), math, music, math, Jojo, math, gossip girl, math...
Expertise: Math
Occupation: Engineering
Industry: Engineering
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Yahoo:  ambrat316
Member Since:
3/1/2005
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| I wont update this anymore... check out my multiply nalang please hehe... http://ambrat.multiply.com
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| today was fun hehe... well except for one thing.. which is that one of
my dogs is sick ata... tamlay niya eh.. and she doesn't move from that
one corner of our yard... wawa naman.. I love my dogs... but other than
that, today was really cool... I got to bond with a bunch of people
hehe... so anyway, today there was TD.. where I got to see Aric and all
my other 4L friends... and the actual teaching part was kinda fun
hehe... even though parang I don't think I'm really a good teacher...
sobrang it's a whole different thing to teach Math kasi eh other than
doing it... so basta yun.. and then when I got home, I was really
sleepy... but I wanted to go out rin... so I went out nalang para I
wouldn't fall asleep.. but then walang tao sa park.. so I texted Jeff,
yinayaya ko lumabas.. coz he never passes by anymore... pero d
nagrereply so I fell asleep while waiting... he replied about an hour
later so nagising ako and he told me to come over raw.. so ok I went to
his house... when I got there, nandun si Artoo.. wala lng.. I haven't
seen him in a long time... and he's taller than Diego na hehe wala
lng.. so then Artoo went home after a while and me and Jeff walked
around the village... medyo nag-iba nanaman si Jeff... he's a B.I.
Bully boy now hehe... but he's still really fun to be with.. except
when he talks about all the dirty little things he does with his
girlfriend... ew... and when he says bad stuff about "her"... yan
nasasapak ko tuloy siya ... and even though he's a bully kid now, di
parin siya lumalaban sakin.. aww nakakatouch hehe... so anyway, as soon
as we got out of his house, yinayaya ba naman ako magyosi... tsk tsk
tsk... BI sakin amputa haha... off course I said no and that I was in a
happy mood lately and didn't need to smoke... eventually we walked to
squash, coz he wanted to smoke somewhere si siya makikita... but then
Squash is the street right beside Tiendesita's eh.. so I convinced him
to go hehe... on the way there, muntik na kami sagasaan ng kotse coz we
were walking in the middle of the road pala hehe... anyway, when we got
there, we got balat ng manok, which he's never tried pa pala... such a
shame... and when he eventually tasted it, naaddict rin siya haha...
then after that, we got Zagu... after about 5mins in front of the
counter arguing what flavor to buy, we ended up buying one each of the
flavors we wanted nlng... and when we finally got our drinks, we went
to sit down in the foodcourt... and Jeff, being the spoiled little rich
kid he is, wanted to sit in one of the sosyal maarte bahay kubo
thingys... so we did.. nothing spectacular though... and the rocks
beside it were scary hehe... and then while we were talking, the light
in the kubo suddenly turned on... freaky... after a while, Jeff
couldn't stand seeing the rocks anymore so we left haha... but on the
way back, napabili kaming bbq.. I couldn't help it.. I was hungry...
pero wala nakong natirang spending money.. so I ended up using the
money I was supposed to spend for saturday.. I figured papalitan ko
nlng ng barya ko sa bahay... and I haven't really seen Jeff lately
naman eh, so I thought it was ok to spend na rin... we ate that, on the
way back... when we got back inside the village, Jeff got tired and
wanted to sit and rest on the sidewalk by the sewer... laboness...
pwede namang sa normal sidewalk nlng eh hehe wala lng... so yun.. then
we passed by the park.. and Jimbo, Matthew and Rammy were there... then
I just remembered I don't really like Rammy and I thought he didn't
really like me either but then he talked to me.. labo... small talk
lang, like he asked where my brother was... anyway, we continued to
walk around some more... talked some more... bonded some more... I
swear, nakakainis when he talks about the dirty stuff he does with his
girl grabe... so panggago lang, I kept making him imagine stuff about
me and his sister haha... sobrang laughtrip the whole time haha.. at
around 6:40, hinatid niya ko and that said that he'd pass by my house
at around 5:30am tomorrow to lend me some ps2 games.. wala lng.. when I
got home, kuya was waiting for me na pala coz we were gonna eat in our
lola's house... so we went... typical awkward walang pansinan silence
in the car on the way there... then ate dinner... after dinner, kuya
went upstairs kasi there's something wrong raw with their TV so he
tried to fix it, which he really was able to do naman... while he was
upstairs, I got to bond with my lola downstairs... talking about the
reunion thingy that I was supposed to go to next saturday but I wont be
able to kasi prom namin hehe.. so eventually we talked about the prom..
and she was giving me tips on how to make the crossage arrangements
hehe.. I love my family.. and then kuya came down and gave even more
advice and tips on the prom.. like even the clothes and everything...
after a while, I got sleepy na.. so I wasn't really listenning anymore
hehe... we left at around 8:30 cguro... sleepiness... but on the way
back, I actually continued talking to kuya hehe.. like I told him about
the concert I was gonna watch on saturday... and the plans I had for
valentines day.. and off course he helped and advised even more... bait
nga niya eh... like he gave me a calling card pa of some flower shop
and that if ever, I should call tonight na, kasi raw the prices of
flowers can go up to a 150% price increase raw kapag valentines... and
that if I order sooner, I can pay for the price of that day, kahit na
tumaas na the next day, something like that... so, the point is, parang
sobrang opposite ng nangyari on the way home from when we were on the
way there.. wala lng... medyo big deal para sakin makausap si kuya na
ganun eh.. coz we're not exactly the closest of siblings... ok... it's
9pm... I should sleep na... puyat pa ko from last night... I need more
days like today hehe... it's good for me... yun lang... good night
people...
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| so happy... as in super... I can hardly stop smiling.. ok so this blog
doesn't look that ecstatic.. but that's only coz I just woke up and I'm
still sleepy... but seriously, I don't think I've ever been this happy
my entire life... ever... and my whole family was happy for me.. we
actually celebrated and ate out hehe.. so sweet of them... and almost
the whole time, sobrang hirap akong kausap coz I didn't really care
about anything else at the time... I was "floating in the clouds" raw
kasi sabi ng mom ko haha.. laboness... but I think I really was.. and I
think I still kinda am... and I don't really want this feeling to go
away anytime soon.. 
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| kakadays ko lang... I'm tired and still sleepy.. so I'll just sleep again.. haha... pinakamalabong blog ata to ah hehe...
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| I swear thinking too much is really bad for you... I just wrote that in
one of the palancas I just wrote... I kinda feel a bit hypocritical
right now... just a little bit... anyway, it's around 8:30 and I'm
awake... that wouldn't be so bad except that I tried to fall asleep
na... so now that I'm still awake, that's bad... I'm usually kinda fast
to fall asleep eh... and it's all the thinking that's keeping me up...
and my body feels so shitty... I feel sick but I have no temp.. I feel
weak and yet I still have enough energy to do the normal stuff I do
everyday... I feel really weird... and I don't like it... and so I was
thinking that maybe my body's just reacting to how I feel inside...
which is also really weird... or maybe it's just because of that
massage I got last sunday... it felt good and all but then I felt super
matamlay afterwards... parang ang tamad ko after... and maybe the
tiring 4 lap run during PE also contributed to this weird feeling... at
first I thought maybe I was just really tired nga after the run... but
it's been more than 24 hrs now... and I slept for 10 and a half hours
yesterday... you'd think I should start feeling better by now... but I
don't... I think I might even feel worse... so then all the thinking...
and the shitty feeling... feeling shittier... can causes actually
become effects caused by the effect it caused? but then how can an
effect that hasn't even been caused yet cause something to happen when
that's the thing that will cause it to happen ryt?? if that makes any
sense to anyone... so then I moved on to thinking why I feel shitty
inside rather than just externally... so I was thinking about a lot of
random stuff... like academics for example... but I'm actually doing ok
pa naman this term eh... so that couldn't have caused it... then I
thought like if I have any problems socially... well I have to admit
I'm kinda feeling a bit more OP around my friends... like in general...
not naman super... but a little is still bad... that can't be a good
sign... and then the whole heartbreak thing occured to me... and I
swear that that was when I shot up wide awake... but I thought I was
handling it well... I mean compared to "past experiences" I think I
really am handling it a lot better now... or maybe not... I don't
really know... I mean I've had these semi-supernatural subliminal
reactions before but nothing like this... as in nothing like my body
will just weaken all of a sudden... So I guess I really am SOOOO not over
her yet... I admit I'm not over her yet.. but I didn't think like I'd
not be over her yet this much.. ok I'm losing sense again... I need
comforting...
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